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Hey everyone, Welcome to my Blog ^_^. Living the life as a "young adult" learning, experiencing, feeling, loving and basically just living life! This blog here contains my everday life where i talk about it freely. Somewhat of a diary and a way to reflect on my life as a individual. So far i had this blog up for 3 years and still going. Well even though my life may not seem that interesting.. it is my story and i love living it.. im grateful for who i am and what i have even though it could be alot better but im not materialistic. The virtue that i enjoy the most would be love, i have a very strong heart.. but not only is it strong but weak, every strength has a weakness. Well through out my entries and pages you should learn a bit about who i am. And well this is my story...
Final Fantasy Mania!
August 26, 2005
[Current Mood:
Happy/Loving]
[Currently Listening to: Morning Glow]
Hewwo Everyone ^.^, Looks like i Haven't been updating for a while haha. Well lately i've been playing Two games but Final Fantasy X and on the computer GunBound, But mostly FFX. I've gotten real far, farther then when i started off playing when i got the game, because i didn't get to into it after a while and i stopped playing so i never beat it. So ima see if i can beat it by Tuesday or Wednesday lastest, since i didnt really play for 2 days ^.~. So now that i got back into it ima actually beat it, Cause i always wanted to see what was gonna happen and blah blah but never did so nows my Time. Also once i beat that i can Finally beat Final Fantasy X-2 i been got far in that.. but i stopped playing and never beat it haha but now i can actually have a better understanding and such.
So sorry if i didnt update You Two yet but this is to tell you why. I'm just having me a little fun before school starts. I go back September 6 @.@ oh noes! In a way i wouldn't mind going back but its like i don't want to though. Well This weekend i need to see if i can go get my school suppiles and stuff like that. Also im going to City Island tomorrow with my family since were celebrating my Mom's Birthday, but its on Monday the 29th. So im not really sure on when to update You Two but i have started on a couple of things for it though but it most likely wont be uploaded for a while, so if anything i'll see if i can have a "Major Update" but for now nothing new but you guys can still enjoy the site right? ^.~ hehe. Anyway it will be soon I will try to fit it in 2 weeks and not longer.
Well now that Summers comming to a end, im going to have to get out of this "Lazy Mood" and get back into the whole "Overdrive Mode" lol. I have to make sure I do better then i did in FreshMen year. Now that Im a Softy haha i need to bring my grades a wee bit higher, not to sound "like a dork" but if i do want to a car i need those grades not only that but if i want a good job with some high bucks the grades gotta be high too so. Hopefully things will be good and i'll be able to have a nice fast year just like the last. Lets see if i can keep up with myself haha. Well if anything either i will Blog again in a couple of days and Update You Two in hopefully less than 2 weeks {sorry guys ;.;} but i will try my best to have everything done ^.^
Jeannine Blogged on 2005-8-26 at 6:28 P.M.
My Happy Anniversary!
August 18, 2005
[Current Mood:So Much Love]
[Currently Listening to: Morning Glow]
Hewwo Everyone ^.^, Today was My 1 year Anniversary with Matthew!! ^_^ *motions joyfully* oh my goodness im so happy today was wonderful! yup me and Matt hit the 1 yr hehe, i have to say today will always be a special day, this day was the day he told me he liked me {1 year ago} and today we actually got to spend it together as a couple... We been threw so much good and bad but we {i believe} get stronger everyday. I don't know why but with him its like he's my world and all i can tell him is that i love him and explain in bits and pieces on how much i feel for him... Now saying "I love you" is just a word that couples say to each other to let them reasure that they care deeply for that person but its the feelings and not the words that count.. Knowing that i can't see my life without him and the feelings of "love" for him is just so strong. I don't care if people say im young and oh "young love" i know how i feel, i know my bond with him, i know i want him to be the man in my life. He's my everything and i believe that it doesn't matter how young it is to be "in Love" but once your heart tells you and once you get a feeling, a deep feeling then you would know. Now everyone is different but i know how i feel, and i know i would do anything and everything to keep our relationship the same or better but i can never let it fall a part if i do i fail myself and My love.
Ok now enough with all that.. Sorry it kinda just poped out. So anyway today was a very exciting day with my hunny. Well after i woke up and talked to matthew for a while i took my shower then got dressed and fixed my hair because i added highlights to it and blew it out so it looked nice and straight in the morning then Matthew came around 10 o clock. i hugged and kissed him and he gave me my present, he was gonna get me a necklace or a ring but since he got it at the last minute he got me Purfume instead called "My Givenchy" it smells good and he likes it so its all good. And i got him "Halo 2 the Collectors edition" {Which they are no longer making} lol and i got him a card, wallet card, My own hand written Letter, a little doggy with a Hand made bracelet {every color gives a different meaning oh and i made one for me to so its a little thingy of ours} and that was about everything i gave him hehe lol. After that we played Street Figther and Gunbound. Then we ate pizza for lunch and went to the movies to watch "four Brothers" which was a very good movie. We came back and played a little more street fighter and gunbound lol and had alot of hug and kisses in between ^.^ also after that we went to our secret spot {will not reveal only Matt knows ^.~} stood there for about 1 hour then went to "Unos" a restaurant for Dinner. Which i had a grilled Chicken with a baked potato, and he had a medium well steak with french fries and we had cheese sticks and Mountain Dew {i thought i was so sweet of him to take me to dinner} then after that we came home.. Relaxed after the big meal and had the cake i made for us ^.^ he liked it *grins* yay. Anyway then sadly he had to leave at 7 something and now i miss him ;.;
Well that was my big day with my hunny... I'm so happy, he made me one special girl even though he always had but he got a extra 50 points since it was a very important day. So hopefully next time i can take pictures like i wanted and it be even better. Umm also i think i will update on the weekend {You Two} so either sat or sun i will update it. Right now im toooo lazy and im to overly joyed that i dont wanna plus i have started to play Final Fantasy X {I started over} so ima see if i play here and there on my other free time. Anyway i just update to because it was one hell of a special day and it will always be remembered along with my memories! so i'll update again when its convient lol just playing *waves*
Jeannine and Matthew Celebrated Our Anniversary on 2005-8-18 at 9:14 P.M.
New Layout!!
August 10, 2005
[Current Mood:
Exicted I Finished the Layout]
[Currently Listening to: Nothing]
Hewwo Everyone ^.^, Yup you guessed it...I've made a New Layout for Kagome's Heart! haha. Yea i kind of got tired of the other one, and i was so into wanting to make something that i made this and i decided to make it for my blog ^.^ {Does the Background look fimilar? =)} well it sure does, i used the one from my other site You Two.. So now they look almost the same haha. But i think this layout was alot better then the other one so im glad i finally got to finish it today. Hope you guys enjoy the new layout.
Well besides the New layout i also put up Music on Meh Blog...Its my favorite Song by Aoki Mayuko- Morning Glow.. For some reason this song gives me so many vibes but anyway i decided to put music up, since i did on You Two.. also added "My Past Layouts" cause we all know I'm going to have a whole bunch of different ones as the months go by.. Umm added some more stuff to "My Other Stuff" oh and changed some Pictures on "My Pictures Page" lol so yea i think thats all i did for the blog today *thinks*
Anyway besides the whole Update blog... sorry i have'nt updated You Two.. for the past couple of days i've been a bit depressed so i didn't really feel like doing all that work, but i am feeling better as you notice since i fixed the blog.. So i will update one day out of this week, i dont no which one, but for sure i will before next week ^.^ and well i think thats about it. Yesterday i went clothes shopping and got me a couple of nice outfits, also my Anniversary outfit for August 18 with my hunny Matthew ^.^ *happy* lol and i worked out yesterday and i gotta do some more today, im trying to do it all week if i can. So thats it me go finish whatever else i must *waves* till next time.
Jeannine put up a New Layout on 2005-8-10 at 11:03 A.M.
I'm Back Home!
August 5, 2005
[Current Mood:
Thinking of Matthew]
[Currently Listening to: Nothing]
Hewwo Everyone ^.^, I'm Back from my uncles house! and now im home sitting in my chair currently watching All My Children haha, yea my soaps lately are "All My Children" and "One Life To Live" haha i watch em and proud *wink* well anyway off topic.. Today i left my uncles house and im now back home, it was kind of boring over there since there wasn't much to do with out a car since my uncle was working for all 3 days and he doesn't come home till 4 o Clock.. So basically me and my mom just stood at the house with some A.C ^.^ watching the soaps and we would take Sa-Sha down stairs for a walk or go to the Mall thats over there. Sadly my sister didn't come on either of the days we were there. She said she had a whole bunch of things to do, i was sad because i haven't seen her for i think a couple of years and she still didn't make the time to see me.. i had a feeling she wasn't going to come, i just gave up after the first two excuses but oh well i still love her.. but i can't see why she could'nt make the time to come see me...its been so long and i wasn't to far away but oh well i guess next time i just wont bring my hopes up to high.
Well besides that i also played "Grand Theft Auto:San Andreas" Then played some "Street Fighter" which saved some of my boredom haha. Then i made my normal trip to the Balcony to enjoy his wonderful view of the Hudson river.. There i did alittle thinking on how i am and my love for Matthew... I've realized it even more and its amazing how it can get. And now its only 3 days till i finally see him and 2 days for his return to his house and atleast i can talk to him ^.^ but in a way I'm Glad we had this little separation, it made my bond for him bigger and atleast we weren't all up in each others faces for a week and a half. I guess that was all we needed right about now.
Anyway i finally put up the "My Other Stuff" page which has a whole bunch of stuff i find to put up, so that might be updated a couple of times haha, its like a everything page ^^. And after i finish with my blog im going to Update You Two and once i finish with my sites and stuff i'll probably see if i can work out today or play me some video games.. Today's choices are either "Final Fantasy X or X-2" or "Street Fighter" and the casual "Gunbound" haha. Well i believe thats about it, so i'll update again either Sat or Sun. *waves*
Jeannine came back home on 2005-8-5 at 2:03 P.M.
Just To Let You Know
August 1, 2005
[Current Mood:Thinking of Matthew]
[Currently Listening to: Nothing]
Hewwo Everyone ^.^, Today was a good day i guess haha i was out atleast half the day if you consider being out since around 1-7.. Today i hanged out with My Best Friend Kristen.. We went on the computer a bit then we went to Hallmart to get a anniversary card for my hunny ^.^ i can't believe i found one that pretty much tells him everything i usually tell him everyday. Then we went to Burger King to get something to eat and went back home, stood for a while then went to her house and hung out with some of her friends that live by and basically came home... Umm i kinda summed it up so i don't write a book.
Well like the title says i wanted to let you guys know that i am going to my uncles house for 3 days, so i probably wont be online for those days.. which in a way is good so that i wont be moping around the house bored on the computer or something and maybe me running around will get my mind off of him for a little while atleast. But i do hope he is having fun and i hope he is thinking about me to haha. Well while im at my uncles, im probably going to be going to the pool and i found out that my sister might be able to come.. so im glad cause i haven't seen her since who knows how long, which is good atleast i can spend time with her. Then i guess whatever else there is left to do over there. Oh and were going to take Sa-Sha haha so she's going on vacation to, and i was going to bring Kilala but we decided to leave her since its to much stuff to carry ;.;. Oh and also i fixed some other stuff on the site so hope you enjoy lol
Well when i get back i will most likely try to update if i don't get lazy but most likey i wont... Maybe i'll write about what happen but i dunno if ima update You Two.. but watch me do it anyway. So sorry for the inconvience but i need a little vacation to... I haven't been out of my normal area for a while i guess i need it too. So if anything when i get back i will update both sites, then most likely play some Final Fantasy to last the next 3 days when i get back haha.. Well this is it.. See you all when i get back on Friday Morning *waves*
Jeannine packed her bags on 2005-8-1 at 10:11 P.M.