Welcome
Hey everyone, Welcome to my Blog ^_^. Living the life as a "young adult" learning, experiencing, feeling, loving and basically just living life! This blog here contains my everday life where i talk about it freely. Somewhat of a diary and a way to reflect on my life as a individual. So far i had this blog up for 3 years and still going. Well even though my life may not seem that interesting.. it is my story and i love living it.. im grateful for who i am and what i have even though it could be alot better but im not materialistic. The virtue that i enjoy the most would be love, i have a very strong heart.. but not only is it strong but weak, every strength has a weakness. Well through out my entries and pages you should learn a bit about who i am. And well this is my story...
I'm So Bored and Lazy!
May 28, 2006
[Current Mood:
Mood Swings]
[Currently Listening to: Simple And Clean- Utada Hikaru]
Hewwwwwwo!! Everyone 
5 Day Weekened!!!
May 26, 2006
[Current Mood: Mood Swings]
[Currently Listening to: Simple And Clean- Utada Hikaru]
Hewwwwwwo!! Everyone I HAVE A 5 DAY WEEKEND YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol and its FRIDAY!!! tee hee. Well today i had a fun day, today i hung out with my bestfriends Kristen and Gianna. Me and Gianna got our eyebrows done, me because i want to look fresh for my hunny and Gianna cause she wants to impress a guy haha 
. On the way there we were all acting crazy as usual since thats what lands up happening when were together. We talked and i stole Kristen's bike since she didn't wanna ride it anymore so i was like I WILL! lol and its been a long time since i rode a bike so i was happy that i rode it almost the whole way back to the house. When we got back we played card games for a bit and then we went to Pet Land to buy Gold Fish So i decided to get two since they were so cheap haha but i picked to that were so cute 
and i named them "M"atthew and "J"eannine [so in other words M And J which stands for us] because they are always swimming and eating next to each other so i found it cute and decided to name them after me and my boyfriend since they remind me of us.
So basically now i got fish again haha for some reason i like having fish now! Well besides that i had a pretty good time hanging out with my friends and running around like an idiot 
. I still been pretty lazy to do anything lately and i still don't know why 
i've been wanting to work on You Two but sooo lazy and not only that but i wanna make a new layout cause i don't like the one i have up its tooooooooo simple and i want a better one, so hopefully i can get inspired and make a new one.
Entry is pretty short but i wanted to sum up the day instead of writing all the details again tooo lazy When will the lazy stage end!
Jeannine got two GoldFish on 5/26/06 at 6:50 P.M
Hunny Spoiled Me Today!
May 20, 2006
[Current Mood:
So Happy]
[Currently Listening to: My Sanctuary]
Hewwwwwwo!! Everyone I am happy because today i got to see my hunny 
and my hunny spoiled me, as the title says. I really missed him cause for some reason it felt like forever so when i saw him i got really excited and he looked so cute so i was like aww We had a good day, when he came we went to Mc. Donalds again to have lunch and i had my favorite chicken nuggets. I got all my hugs and kisses on the way too, so i was like yay! haha. Once we were done we took the train to Pelhem Bay Park to hang out. When we got there we started to walk around, exploring since its so big.. but since i already know most of the place, i lead Matt to a different part of the park by the ocean so we can have fun exploring 
We talked and basically enjoy each other while we walked enjoying the view. I was happy because i finally got to take that walk with Matt in the forest, so i felt one wit nature and my love. Once we were done having fun we headed back over to play catch for a bit and then went back home. Once we got off the train i was shocked cause Matthew decided to buy me flowers he told me pick one so when i looked i couldn't decided so i told him pick and he took both so i was like yay! I was happy he got me flowers but then he wanted to spoil me more and decided to buy me a milkshake, so i was like yesssssssss cause i haven't had a milkshake in a longgggg time. Then the rest of the day was basically relaxing at home being lovey dovey
Around 5:50 P.M Matthew had to leave so i was like grrr 
and then i started missing him again so then i was like poop But i should see him atleast 4 times this week so im still happy! Well that was basically my day and now im just talking to my hunny while blogging. For some reason i feel really lazy now i haven't been in much of a mood to do anything lately. I wanted to work on You Two and i landed up not even starting yet, not only that but i've been thinking on starting the new layout for You Two cause im starting to not like the layout i have up already i mean i like it but i don't want it up anymore. Well im going to try and see what i can acomplish this week since i only have 3 days of school {YESSSSSSSSSS} so hopefully i can get You Two over with soon.
Also notice the new smiles! yeah i like em.. i think their so cute, so don't be surprise if you see them alot often now and hopefully im going to start adding more stuff on the blog cause i wanna make it better then what it was when i started off, now that i actually like writing in my blog and the spirit is back! Well lately i haven't been playing Maple Story because i've been lazy to even do that haha 
Man i've been such a lazy bumb, the only thing i think i pushed myself to do was workout this week even though i missed 2 days but i'll workout tomorrow to make up for today since Matthew kinda spoiled me with junk food {even though i didn't mind but i probably gained a pound or two back maybe? 
Well hopefully tomorrow i'll start working on stuff.. if i feel up to it. I think i might start drawing now, even though i feel kinda tired but if i draw that should keep me up for a bit, so if i do happen to work on stuff tomorrow i'll blog again, so for now ta-ta.
Jeannine was spoiled on 5/20/06 at 9:50 P.M
BooBoo died Today {My Fish}
May 14, 2006
[Current Mood:
Sad]
[Currently Listening to: My Sanctuary]
Hello, as you already may know.. Today is Mother's Day *claps for all Mothers* haha but today wasn't that great for me... My Fish {BooBoo} died and I'm a bit sad -_-; i got him in December, right after Christmas with Matthew. He was a beautiful Betta fish with nice shades of blue. I kinda had a feeling he was going to die yesterday because he was on his side and at the bottom of his tank not swimming, he was alive and moving but for some reason he just couldn't swim straight and couldn't even stay at the top. I felt so bad that i was trying to help move him and even try to feed him but it didn't work. I feel so sad that i had to lose him but i felt even horrible having to see him like that.. Well today i gave him alittle funeral and said goodbye but in a way im happy he isn't suffering the way i saw him yesterday. For Mother's Day, I stood with my mom for a while hanging out and gave her money to buy whatever she wanted and i'm going make a card for her after i finish blogging. It was kind of a simple day considering since we didn't go anywhere.
Besides that, Lately i've been a bit on the downside for the past couple of days... like the icon says "To Many Feelings" and that's what i consist of, My heart is full of emotions because i have a loving nature. I guess it can get out of hands sometimes but its only because i keep alot of feelings inside and when i burst, i burst. I try to let my feelings out often but then theres still alot i can hide. I even confuse myself sometimes which makes me not understand why i do some things and why i react the way i do towards some things. Its kind of funny because with all i've been through im still able to have a smile on my face the next day, I'm still able to be cheerful. Matthew has contribute alot to that factor but even before i met him, something kept me going.. somehow i helped myself by doing the things that made me happy.. but now i have somebody to make me happy and thats Matthew ^_^ He gives me a reason to get out of bed, because of him i think about the future and i want to live my life.
Sometimes i just want to exscape my world, by being with Matthew.. or being with Nature. When im near him, i forget everything.. My problems, my worries, everything becomes great. Same for when I'm with Nature, i can walk in a park and feel alive. I can sit near a lake and get lost. Its like time stops and i am myself. Its a bit werid to understand and sometimes for me as well. Because of my loving nature, my creativity, sometimes i live in a fantasy world. I would make up my own story with nothing but adventure, i could just exscape reality. Usually i do in videogames such as RPG's where sometimes i wish i was a character. Since i have such a creative mind i fill myself with Romance, adventure, and life. I can sit down and write poetry or even start a story at the top of my head, sometimes wishing it was true.
I guess thats why i want to feel loved and get sweet little things, nothing big but stuff that come from the heart, making a gift with just creativity and time. I would love to sit under the stars with Matthew and just tell him how i feel while we cuddle. To have a romantic dinner, or just a romantic kiss. Simple things that don't cost money is what i desire the most. Materials are great to have but wont go on with you after death and that is why i am happy with just the simple things in life. I'm such a romance freak -_- lol. How sad right? Well call my Shakespeare! Well yeah thats Jeannine for you ^_~
Which leads to my moody week, i've been on and off with emotions which wasn't so great but the week is over and off to a new one! Well besides all the emotional crap, i was actually able to workout all week. So now im going to start doing that every week from now on cause i was doing that before but then i had stop doing it frequently cause of lazyness, go figure.. but not no more everyday im atleast going to take an hour to work out ^_^. Also i've just started playing "Maple Story" which i find fun! so now i have a new game to play, which i will most likely play all week. But thats basically it.Starting Monday, i gotta start working on You Two again! cause i uploaded the main stuff but not everything and i gotta finish the new stuff i will be adding so hopefully You Two will be done by the end of the week because this week i felt to lazy and moody to work on it.. i tried but i couldn't so i'll do my best this week. So i'll blog again soon because there is other stuff i wanna put on the blog, fixing and adding stuff. So for now adios amigos!
Jeannine was a bit emotional on 5/14/06 at 6:50 P.M
You Two is Off Hiatus!
May 10, 2006
[Current Mood:
Busy with The Sites]
[Currently Listening to: Nothing]
Hello!! guess what O_O!! You Two is finally off Hiatus! lol i finally got to finish a layout last night and i figured i'd put it up even though im not done but i should be by the end of the week or next week if i keep up at a good pace. The layout i made for it is very simple just the way i wanted it.. two images, abstract background, big layout. It's only temp though, later when i have more time and im done with You Two's mega update then i'll have time to work on a new layout but for now that one is fine ^.^ Well this blog is just to let everyone know that You Two is back up and that i will be working on the site even though now it's up, so if some pages don't work or images don't appear mean's i didn't upload it yet. So bare with me, im trying to get alot done this month. So watch out!
Jeannine made a quick entry on 5/10/06 at 4:27 P.M
Sports Day With My Hunny!
May 7, 2006
[Current Mood:
Happy/Loving]
[Currently Listening to: Nothing]
Jello!! im blogging alittle late {its 9:45} but i had a wonderful day today with my hunny Matthew! Today we had a loads of fun playing sports, such as BasketBall and playing catch. The day started off heading off to Mc Donalds for lunch. I had a 10 piece chicken nuggets and Matt had 2 cheese burgers. He did some cute things that got me all happy so i would hug and kiss him cause he's so irresible haha {can't help it, its just in my nature} once we were done eating, we headed off to a basketball court to shoot around and be silly which was alot of fun, and it was a beautiful day for it too. I did pretty good, made almost all my shots, except a few off ones but not everyone is gonna make it ;) Once we were done having fun we started to walk back to go play catch in a different park. First we made a pit stop at the store to buy some water to cool off.
When we finally reached the park, me and my love sat done a bit to relax while watching others play softball. After a bit we got up and went to our spot to start playing catch. Matt gave me his glove because the other one felt werid and it was bad enough i wasn't good using a glove anyway haha but i made Matt proud because i was actually catching the ball this time {previous, or should i say the first time i couldn't catch for nothing and gave up} i missed a couple but considering that it was my second time and i was getting the hang of it, so i was happy ^__^ So basically we stood there a while throwing the softball back and forth. We then took a break and sat down to drink water and give him some daily hugs and kisses, tee hee ;) Then this annoying guy that likes me comes into the court and sits there looking at us, like he was somebody im like wow what a ass -_-; and it was ironic how he went on my side but i was like whatever he's not there. So finally he left, and then we did to go to the store to buy some snacks to munch on.
When we return to our court, the idiot and his little bother looked at us and then his brother came and threw rocks into the court, i was like wow that was gay. But we were like whatever why make this stupid shit big. So we played for a little bit more and then started walking back home but then decided to sit in back of my building for a while. And basically everything else went by quick, we talked about how we can start doing this if we don't do anything special and just bumb around and its something fun to do especially since summer is around the corner. So now we found something to add to our activities and soon once i start getting better he said we would go to models and buy me a glove for myself and probably a new one for him and buy me a bat so i can practice my hits. I was also thinking about getting water guns or buy ballons to make water ballons, so that when it starts getting hot out we can have water fights.
Well im very happy that i had a good day with the one i love so much :) now sadly i have school tomorrow -_-; I really don't wanna go but what can ya do *sigh* can't wait to come back home cause i finally know what im going to do for the new You Two layout, sadly i didn't get it done today so i gotta do it tomorrow but i was hoping to have the site up today but sadly it didn't work out because i didn't have a design for the layout, but i do now so once the layouts done i have to fix maybe about 2-3 pages and then i will open the site again. So maybe by Tuesday-Wednesday i'll have it up but definitly this week once the layout is complete. Well now im off to start another week haha lets see whats enstored for me now O_o? Hopefully something good because i love my hunny Matthew XDDD well i shall blog again once i have You Two up or if i have a good day and feel like blogging o_O well till then bye bye *disappears*
Jeannine had lots of fun with Matthew on 5/7/06 at 10:27 P.M
I Feel Sick...
May 6, 2006
[Current Mood:
Stuffy Nose ]
[Currently Listening to: Nothing]
Hey Everyone, Damn it's been a while since i updated... ah well nothing has been going on that i even felt like blogging because i've been sick, school, and just daily laziness because of pmsing and nose annoyingness haha. Yet! i decide to blog today ^^ even though my nose is still stuffy but i think im getting better so thats good. For the past couple a days school's been ok i got to see my hubby on wednesday, had a prep rally on thursday, and got out early on friday {1:00} So that made my week good! Besides that they overloaded me with homework again but ah i might just do it today.. So far im still kicking ass in Biology because after all its my FAVORITE subject my last test was on DNA got a 97 ^_~ and a 92 on a different topic which i forgot lol im so silly. Also just about every subject except Math -__- yes math.. {I hate it..} which i need to pick up my grades or im screwed... so yeah. Only the month of may and about 10 days in june and then finals, Global Regents, and bye bye 10 grade.
Thats basically whats up pertaining to school right about now. Finally it's the weekend and so much needs to be done... -.- Thats why i figured i blog early because i probably wouldnt have time for it later unless i did really late at night, but by then i would of been to lazy. Today's mission is basically Clean room, work out, homework, You Two's Layout {I'm still working on it because im still unsure for the design i want to put on it} then probably the rest of the site, and the rest of the day is probably going to be free time that i can think of. I know i've been dying to draw {oh and on the "My Drawings Page" there are finally recent pictures i drew, so check them out! ;) } and probably finish up playing Kingdom Hearts 2 {already beat the game, could of within 30 hrs.. but decided to complete it with 100% so im just about done with that i already have 96% comeplete} Now i can't wait for KH3 haha gotta love Kingdom Hearts ;)
I'm most likey going to start adding more stuff to the blog soon, don't know yet. Most likely going to start blogging more soon, once all complications are out the way haha, cause i really did get my blog spirit back tee hee. Well i am also looking forward tomorrow because i see my hubby Matthew ^___^ i just lovvvvvve seeing him after all i miss him like crazy.. I love him so much that every time i just want to explain it, kinda funny but love makes you do crazy things. But theres only one thing i look forward to in the Summer, 1. Our 2 year Anniversary {August 18, 2004} and 2. just seeing Matt haha 3. Sleep 4. Beach 5. and just relaxation. Well now i must go and start cleaning before my mother as a heart attack saying i don't clean my room, even though it's not that dirty { you know like stuff on the floor etc} only thing i could think of is dust and maybe stuff outta place.. oh well blog again tomorrow since tomorrow is going to be fun ^___^ bye!
Jeannine feels sick on 5/6/06 at 12:07 P.M