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Hey everyone, Welcome to my Blog ^_^. Living the life as a "young adult" learning, experiencing, feeling, loving and basically just living life! This blog here contains my everday life where i talk about it freely. Somewhat of a diary and a way to reflect on my life as a individual. So far i had this blog up for 3 years and still going. Well even though my life may not seem that interesting.. it is my story and i love living it.. im grateful for who i am and what i have even though it could be alot better but im not materialistic. The virtue that i enjoy the most would be love, i have a very strong heart.. but not only is it strong but weak, every strength has a weakness. Well through out my entries and pages you should learn a bit about who i am. And well this is my story...



New Layout!

October 1, 2005

[Current Mood: ] Mellow

[Currently Listening to: nothing]

Me and MatthewHewwo Everyone, i made a new layout!! yay *spins finger* yeah i believe it came out pretty well. I figure i change it to a new colour and since i loved my desktop wallpaper i decided to turn it into a layout for my blog. I hope you guys like the layout ^.^ well besides the layout i change acouple of things around so check it out.

Well im sorry for not updating much and not even updating You Two but lately for the pass month i've been depressed, depressed and still at this moment depressed... Yeah thats why i haven't been doing much lately. It was like everywhere i turned something bad happen and even with the one i love more problems arise.. I hate the fact that lately thats all we been doing is fighting and getting upset with each other, i hate it with a passion. I don't know what to do and i don't know why this is happening. I hate to think im loosing him somehow or someway but i don't know what to think and i think the worse when im depressed. I really do love him and i get worried easy. Well last night was'nt my night just like the pass ones but this night i kinda kept crying every other hour and at 4 in the morning i kinda hit the back of my head on the pole 2 the bed hard enough and knock out and slept. I just want things 2 go back to the way they used to.

Anyway i should be working on You Two sooner or later.. im sorry for the inconvience sbut i will get back to it once my dark days turn to light lol if anything it should be done soon. No worries im not going to ignore You Two but its some what under a hiatus. Also the only thing i have done was Help Matthew's Mom out with a Website on the jewerly she makes =) so i made her a layout and im gonna teach her acouple things i know and help her make it big lol so hopefully things will turn back into order for me and i can have a good October!

Jeannine change the layout on the blog on 2005-10-1 at 10:17 A.M.