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Hey everyone, Welcome to my Blog ^_^. Living the life as a "young adult" learning, experiencing, feeling, loving and basically just living life! This blog here contains my everday life where i talk about it freely. Somewhat of a diary and a way to reflect on my life as a individual. So far i had this blog up for 3 years and still going. Well even though my life may not seem that interesting.. it is my story and i love living it.. im grateful for who i am and what i have even though it could be alot better but im not materialistic. The virtue that i enjoy the most would be love, i have a very strong heart.. but not only is it strong but weak, every strength has a weakness. Well through out my entries and pages you should learn a bit about who i am. And well this is my story...
A Very Sad Day: Kilala Died ;.;
September 5, 2005
[Current Mood:
] Sad ;.;
[Currently Listening to: Kissed by a Rose on the Grave]
Hey everyone... Well Today was a very unexpected day, Today i was hoping to have a nice day with My Hunny Matt, So i did my usual wake up and get ready all happy since i haven't seen Matt for atleast 4 days. So we had lunch and all then Matt goes lemme go see Kilala and when i went with him, i saw the position she was in and i was like oh my god she died.. so i went to the kitchen to take the plates because i didn't want to start crying in front of him and then Matt brings her and nods. So then i begin to burst in tears... I Knew that today would come but i wished it didn't have to exactly be today... So Matt took care of her, while i took the cage and i couldnt stop crying.. i didn't want it to happen today and right before i start school.... Well Matt comforted me in my time of need and im glad that he was here when this happen. I really needed him and he was there. I think it got him too though that she died. He was getting close to her i think. I remember when he would take her out the cage and go KILALA lol and when he always wanted to give her a treat or when he would take her out and let her run on my desk. Those were some good days, but i dont think she died today... i think she died yesterday at night because when i was on the phone with Matt i felt a presence in my room atleast 2 times. I know it sounds werid but i usually feel a presence like for example { When somebody walks in my room or if somebody sneaks up behind me i would know some how} So when i checked i though it was my mom at the door but it wasn't so i told Matt there was a spirit in my room and im starting to think it could of been her.
Well i basically had a depressing day, i mean this hit me really hard. She was my only hamster that lasted for 2 and a half years. I just wished i could of spent more time with her and i'm gonna miss her chewing on her cage and drinking water late at night, and when i gave her a treat she would take it and run around her cage. But All her memories will be in my heart and i guess that will be her new home. I'm gonna miss her but she was very old and lived her life as long as she could but atleast she died peacefully. And i know she is in a better place now so even though it hurts {like the Avatar says: Sometimes its worth the Pain} and i thought it would be good for a day like this.
Well with all of this i finally got out of my depression state of mind when we went outside.. And Matt got some pizza then we went looking at the stores. Then i know its shocking but we went to petland to get a new hamster.. Now i know it was a bit early but i wanted to do it with Matt, And even though this hamster WILL NOT take the place of Kilala but its just to not feel so hurt and too make a new friendship with this new one so that as the days go by her death wont make me cry but only give me happy thoughts. So we got the new hamster a new cage.. new food.. new treats.. and i even also forgot to tell you guys that i got a new pet like 3 days ago.. A Fish and his name is Angel ^_^ so we got him a new fish tank and for Sa Sha we got her some doggy bones. but sadly when we got home he had to leave early {4 o clock} So me give him huggy and kissy and then me put together Kilala{ The New Hamsters} Cage. {yes i named the new hamster Kilala since me and Matt use2 say KILALA mad loud for no reason and since she looks just like her he named her kilala} then i put Angel into his new tank and gave Sa-sha a couple treats and went into my room. I talked to Matt for a little while when he got home.
I'm Starting to think the New Kilala is pregnant, she is giving me those signs lol but in a way its cool. Im going to be a grandma ^.^ but im not sure but im assuming she is. Well with all this excitment tomorrow i have school >Also a small summery on the 3 i went to my aunts house {who i havent seen in 10 years} and we all have a reunion which was a good day and i got to meet my cuzins so we all had a good time and then i went to my uncles house for the night so that i can get my hair done wit them the next day.. Which i got the Japanese Straigthening which my hair will be straight for about 6 months or until my roots grow in. So that was my weekend, Also i have new pictures from Sat and some i took on Sun. So i'll update tomorrow *waves*
Kilala died on 2005-9-5 at 9:27 P.M.
Updated Blog!
September 1, 2005
[Current Mood:
] Mellow
[Currently Listening to: Bow Wow ft Ciara- Like You]
Hewwo Everyone ^.^, Me update.... ummm about the whole blog i think O_o well i fixed a couple things ^_^ yeah today was a boring day for me but ah me made me a new desktop wallpaper and i started to think what i wanted lately ^^. Oh and man my days of boredom stuck home is going so fast ;.; waaa i actually like my days at home bored ^^ me want more days lol. And plus i got to see Matthew more often ^_^ but now we might be limited to seeing each other 2 days of the week or 3 maxium T.T poopie but hopefully this year will go fast like the last. Man but the years are going so fast, that soon enough ima be out there on my own living my life. In a way i can't wait but in a way its like ima miss being a kid..even though the way i am i still will have that kid in me but in the sense that i wont have to do anything ^_^.
Oh well its the way of life lol. Anywho me finally did my school shopping yesterday so im finally set.. well not my clothes anyway but good enough ^^;; Matt came with us so i got to be with him as well ^^ so i was happy. And i've started on a couple more stuff for You Two so again that update should be soon enough. Also when school starts i need to see if i can get some job applications so that i can get a job this year and see if i can make some money on the side and hopefully i can get matt to work with me too ^^.
Well today i dont have much to talk about so this is a short entry O_o after this ima see if i work on some graphics or im off to play Final Fantasy X or Gunbound. Oh how can i forget the You Two Message Board is back up. And i change it around a bit so hopefully the message board can get some where ^^;. Well i guess thats it.. Lemme finish with the rest of the stuff @.@ till next time *waves*
Jeannine change some things on the blog on 2005-9-1 at 7:23 P.M.